My Fantasy World.

By the way, it's the 5th of November,,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

WAN ADLINN DIYANA!

YOU ARE FINALLY 20!

Weeet Weeeeet! Hmm. Hello bloggy quack, i miss you. It's hard not to keep intouch with you for a while now. It's hard, real hard. Huhu. I don't know why the wireless at my room has password now. It's very lame. I'm lame. Not being able to go online is lame. Ok, enough with the lame-est. So, how's everybody? I know most of my friends are real busy with final exams. Ulala, i'm just real happy that all my reading papers are all DONE! DONE i tell you DONE! Weee, it's lovely *Cassie, Skins* It's just a big bunch of relief i tell you. weeeheey.

Hmm. So, I have 4 more papers to go;

26th October - BEL 313 Test 2

28th October - LAW 346

4th November - MKT 243

7th November - MUET (reading, writing, listening)

8th November - TAX 320

11th November - MAF 320

and finally,

15th November - FAR 300

Those 3 papers were okay; moderate i suppose to my level of understanding and capability. Lol. Everyone had a very hard time studying for LAW since it was our very first paper, and everyone were still weak and tired from all the workloads pain in our asses. The very last 2 weeks were tremendously filled with exhaustion. So many complaints and stories, yet so little time to share with you. Perhaps, i'll combine all the hot stories during the semester break, alrite?

So, what's next? I'm suppose to slave myself with all the numbers and taxation but i just couldn't be bothered. I'm still tired and my mind is still frankly asleep. I just wana go back to my room and continue sleeping my ass off, heavenly. Lol. The real purpose of me going online was to help out daddy with the VISA. We need it for the Aussy vacay. Both mum and dad are like "buta-IT" you know, so i have to help out. maybe tomorow.

I miss my little chicken. You can pretty much tell. I haven't update my blog for a pretty long time. The last time i went back home was that raya holiday, then i'm stuck here at Lendu, ever since. I miss my house, my cats, my parents, and i miss all the food back then. Ulalaa, i am so getting fat during holiday, spare me. Well, i got to go. Promised my boyfriend to go satisfying my exasperate tummy. I've been wanting to eat a hell loads of food that i couldn't find here in Lendu, you see. So it's like, my tummy can hardly accept the unwanted food because this tummy is simply a bitch :D Plusss, there aint time to go traveling and no money no talk. Boo.

Ps: there are so many pictures to be uploaded, and latest water+flour fight which happened last night. Will do so during semester break. Oh, i have 2 bbq plans comming up real soon including our every semester must have PD escape! :) Looking forward for everythinngg! Toodles~

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y

Wasiat Sementara,Ok?

Siti Ili sedang sebok. Nasib baek lah masih hidop. Heh, Siti Ili mmg sebok, sibok, dan sebok. Nanti Siti Ili akan update dengan pelbagai cerite-tara-tora yang memacam. Sekian!

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y

Kiss Me Thru The Phone;

*The song on the radio*

It was around 5pm last evening. We felt it. We bloody felt it. It was fucking horrifying. It surely scares me away, hell yeah. We're like on the 4th floor, and everything was shaking, even the bed i was lying on. The vibration was real. I felt it, i really did. Earthquake in Indonesia? How awful! Hmm. Catastrophe everywhere man. This world is a mess. It's scary. Dear God, I still wana live, give me chance to repay all the good deeds my parents have given me. Let me atleast finish and graduate successfully. Aminnn.

Mak, bapak, abang n adeks, take care. I love you guys. Really.

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y

Loopy Loola.

I'm usually a girl who looks forward to get back to college, but this time, i'm just not bothered. It's probably because i'm just shit scared to go through all the work slavery and I guess this time i am dare to say that i'm tired to go to class and put up with all the "teachers". No offence guys. This semester is just so tiring. It makes me wonder why Accounting students have to learn everything so detailed, like somehow, it is just irrelevant. Don't you think so?

Frankly speaking, i love going to all those classes, but i am getting sick of all the works we have to do, and the deadlines, suicide-oh plse? It's like we're not even focusing on our core subject at all? So this time, a complaint is an exception, right?

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y

Black Eyed Peas In Kay-Elle.

It was Friday, 25th of September 2009; & It was at Sunway Lagoon; & it was Fantastic!

Brief note:

This is her first time to a concert *ehem*,

and it was a suprised-advance-birthday gift.

It was pretty nerve-racking,

because so called pre-birthday girl left her IC behind!

Thank God, there weren't any IC-Checking,
& we managed to get in and parrr-taay!

Reshmonu & Joe Flizzow was pretty darn awesome!

Black Eyed Peas were fucking marvelous,

& TABOO TURNED ME ONN, HELL YEAH! I LOVE YOU LAH!

GOTCHA!
(Lu kena babe! Pre-Bday-Girl Was REALLY SHOCKED!
& Arthur is NOT the name of the beer, now get it?)

Tha Faaa-buuu-looous FIVE-oh.

Where is tha love?

(little Taboo there, i love you, i do, i do, i do-oo!)

Fireworks!

My lovely Suga,, love you guys badly,
& stay together forever, and always!

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y

Thinking 'Bout You.

I can't go any further than this;

I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish.

Meet me halfway, right at the borderline,

That's where i'm gonna wait, for you.

I'll be looking out, night and day,

Take my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay.

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y

Cute.

Ade perkara yang kau perlu tahu pasal dia. Banyak sangat.

Pertama; kau kene sentiasa dekat dengan dia, kerana dia perlukan sangat perhatian. Walaupun kadang-kadang, kau rasa diri kau tuh tak diperlukan. Sebenarnya tidak.

Yang ke-dua; kalau dia bohong kau sekali pon, kau iye kan aje. Kerana dia tak bermaksud nak bohong kau macamtuh. Mungkin dia nak jaga hati kau.

Yang ke-tiga; kalau beli barang dapo, kau biarkan dia buat pilihan.

Yang ke-empat; jangan tidur, selagi belum pukul 3 pagi, kerana biasanya dia akan ngigau jalan malam.

Ke-lima; jangan sekali-kali baca diari dia, kerana dia cukup tak suka. Walaupun kadang-kadang, dia sendiri yang letak diari tuh merata-rata.

Ke-enam; pastikan dia sambung belajar, kerana itu yang dia nak.

Ke-tujuh; jangan lah marah dia kalau tibe-tibe dia letakkan sempadan kat rumah kau nantih.

Dan yang terakhir; jaga dia baek-baek, bila kau kawen dengan dia nantih, please.

"I'm happy if you're happy".

*Cried out loud. Again*

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y

Oh Ayam Kampung!

Aku dah agak dah.
True facts are often ugly. Real Ugly.

Anyways, i was YM-ing with Zana just now.
My MPUK babe back in London.
Rindu nak mampos, okayh?
I was supposed to go offline and sleep, but suddenly she came online.
Stayed online chatting with her for an hour, laughing my ass off sampai berpeluh.
Ayam Kampung, Cam Whoring in toilet, (like for real aku tengah kenching), Ice-Skating, which is more of Ice-Bedebaakbook-ing (Jatuh je lebeh), etc etc etc etc. Aw man, back in the days. I miss you.

Zana GILE. Peace! I love you lah teko ku :)
You so need to get your arse back here, and exchange gossips :(

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y

Aidilfitri di Ampang.

Raya Ke-Empat. Mum's family came over to our house. Except Cik Ani's Family & Uda's. It was really packed, tiring, but it was a blast! It is loud, though it should've been louder. Heh. But everything turned up pretty great, so thank God for that.

I woke up quite early today. Earlier than i expected. Fell asleep later that afternoon though, heh! Helped mummy to organize the whole thing. It was a little chaos, but everything is in order i guess. Oh well, what's important is that everyone got to eat and their tummy were filled with brilliant food. Wee. So let's cut the crapt, and just scroll down & have a look, shall we?

Domino's Pizza, Lemang & Rendang Daging, Mum's Kuah Kacang, Lontong.
Choc+Blueberry Cake, Rojak Buah, Jelly, Kaya Balls.

Little Cuzen "Baby" & Little Baby Nephew, Raif With His Dadda (My Cousin Bro)

Little Hannah, Baby Raif, & Aunty Salwa.

Little Jeha, Aunty Nadia, Another Cousin Bro, Angah & Kak Fara.
(The Box Contained Raya Cookies for Abg, all the way to Sydney)

Little baby niece Aisyah & Beloved Granny.

Now it's complete; Fabulous Four.

Camera Don't Lie. Me & Kak Ellie are the chosen ones!

Okay, cute gile, Aisyah is very talkative.
She is attacking Hannah with a pistol, and no one understood what she was talking about,
It was supposedly in English, but i guess it's more of Japanese-baby-talk. Lol

Little kiddoes' activities.

Grown-up chitty chat.

& It's time to go home. It was great fun though! Full house i tell you.

The End.

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y

Eh, bosanlah dengan kaw.

Okaylah enn, kalau kaw teror sangat, kaw gempak sangat, kaw tuh fofular sangat, kaw tuh memang pom pom paw sana sini, ape kes kaw study UiTM JE? Pegi lah elle-kay-double-yew keee, kay-dee-yew keee, taylor keee, sunway keee, tak payah le nak menyibuk kat UiTM JE tuh kan. Dah tuh, kalau dah perasan diri tuh bagus sangat, itu tak kene, ini tak kene, nak yang tip top je, hah, ape kaw buat kat UiTM tuh? Tak mampu ke? Denga nak beli yang designer & branded ajee, tak main lah bundle ke, sungai wang ke, isetan kee. Nak tunjuk berada sangat, pegi lah private college laling, ape class UiTM JE, en? Kecah laah. Typical human being. Kapish!

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y

The Goo-Goo Truth.

It's the third raya. Everyone is taking a time off & continue celebrating eid tomoro. I don't think Eid celebration this year is that much fun. It's always the best celebrating it back in hometown. Gee.

Dad was supposed to go golfing, but due to miscommunication, he had to cancel the plan with his fren, accidently. Mummy was kinduh shocked when aunty suddenly told her that they all wanted to come over later that evening, and she had to postpone the gathering, and invited them to come over tomoro instead. Sorry lah aunty, bukan tak bagi datang, but it is too short notice and we are all unprepared. We arrived pretty late yesterday, so today semua agak lah layu & malas sedikit di situ. Kedai pon semua tutup, so it was hard for mum & dad to order any food, so in a nutshell, let's just meet up tomoro, shall we? Hee.

So, according to my plan yesterday, today is a movie day. And yes, it was sort of a movie marathon -ish. Me and my boyfriend went to KLCC, watched movie and before that, hanged out at chilis eating nachos, nyu-hu-mmy, and went back home. Boyfriend had to take off early, because he is going back to Johor later tonight. Watched The Ugly Truth, it was brilliant, and hilarious! Seriously, it's a must watch movie man! :)) Gerard Butler is super dooper jokes!

Then later, me and my little chicken, sam sam went to Galaxy Ampang, and watched G-Force, 9pm show. It was really cute and funny :). But i must say, Alvin and the Chipmunks are way funnier and i just can't wait for the second movie to come out! Jihuyy! But these guinea pigs are really cute, especially Hurley. Rase nak tumbok please!

Juarez Hurley

Blaster Darwin

And then then then. When i got home, i helped mummy preparing for the foods for tomoro. Well, it's not an open house, because it's like invitation for relatives only. Sorry guys, maybe another day, hopefully. Heh. I'm not sure when, since i don't think i'll be able to go back home because i've got MUET exam comming up. Haihh. Anyways, not sure of the menu for tomoro too, but it's all those simple raya-goo-goo foods i guess. Ngehh.

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y

Never Give Up, Never Surrender.

That's the spirit, dear self.

It's easier to say things than getting it done.
It's easier to pretend than committing to people the real truth.

It's easier to listen to what people wana say than to say things out loud as you wish.

It's easier to just do things the way you like than accepting the ugly truth or situation.
It's easier to act or react when you have the guts than persuading self and later chickened out.

Other things just seem soo much easier than what's in your mind; but that is just not a reason.
In life, you have to just give people chances, and accept fate as it is.
It's hard to shun away from the true feelings of yours, and it's wrong to defy your heart.

What's worst is to pretend and live life full of drama the whole way.

To act as if everything is alright when the true fact is, you're just not okay.
Most of the time, truth hurts. And that is when you cannot deny the way you feel.

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y

Let's Go Find Nemo!

Booking airway tickets online have always been a husle to me. It's complicated. And everything must be done with full care. And I can be very careless at times. It's like very blur for a girl with not much experience. And make use of the Master Card aint something to play around with. So I'm guessing, i should be nervous when it comes to dealing with e-ticketing.

Anyways. As you can see, kaching! I'm heading off to Australia in December! :D *Again* The main purpose is to visit my big brother lahh. And you know, "sambil menyelam minum air", so my parents have decided to stay there for a week. We will fly off to Perth, and stay there for 2 nights at my neighbour's and then fly off to Sydney for 5 nights. Olala, sounds very tempting i see. Oui Oui!

And again, hopefully nothing will go wrong with this, because you know how planning stuff so early can me very risky. But i supposed it should be just fine now that Karisma has been postponed. Might as well i go do some shopping abroad :D

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y

Aidilfitri di Perak.

Second Raya. Not much pictures were taken, but stomach was full-tank, along with unforgetable memories. Left home around 9, ate breakfast at Old Town Ampang Point, and off to Perak. (We were supposed to leave home by 8, but everyone woke up quite late, except me, and i was busy in search for my kitty cat, Batik. We ran off two days ago while i was cleaning up the cage, mum & dad got mad and worried a little, while i was simply guilty. Boo-hoo!) Anyways. We din't go back to Beruas, because the rest (Daddy's family/cousins) wanted to go beraya in Ipoh. So we ended up beraya-ing, from one house, to another house, and another house. 3 houses all together. Ate whole bunch of awsome food. Now it's real Malaysian food i'm talking about :D Jihuy!

*Suami Auntie Zu Accident.

*See, my Opah, very the Japanese/Korean/Chinese etc (idk).
Now you know why my eyes are so sepet. Peace.

Not sure about tomoro, i think it's an off day for us, and will continue the day after. My cousins are comming over on Wednesday, i think. Maybe Thursday i should go have fun beraya with friends. We'll see about that. And as for Friday, Black Eyed Peas Pleaseeee & Thank You! I'm all excited, and hopefully evything will turn out great! Heh. Saturday, i'm not sure. And Sunday I will be heading back to Melaka. Oh my, when am i gonna start working my arse off completing my bloody workloads? Heh.

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y

Aidilfitri di Kuala Lumpur.

Hey ya folks!

As mentioned earlier, this year, mum's family are celebrating Eid Aidilfitri in Kuala Lumpur, aje. This year, our big phat family aint that phatt, because not everyone celebrates it here. Al-maklumlah, bila dah kawen, kene lah gilir-gilir balik kampung, en? As for mine, it has always been mum's side first. So, yeah. This year is very different since we are all celebrating it at my aunt's house @ Ukay Perdana. It's rather weird to celebrate raya in the city, not Pekan. No more tip-toe-ing off to Teluk Chempedak, no more pit-stoping beraya here and there. It's one whole day at aunty's house. Ulalalaa ~ What ever it is, it was real fun, but it was just incomplete. There are another 5 other families, not included. Alot of them little heroes are missing, which the exact point i'm trying to say is that it is not loud enough this year. But all in all, everything was a blast! :)

xoxo. Psychokiddo. (+.")Y